#let me tell you something about this scene okay #her little pause before she says ‘and the baby’ #like she’s not sure if she’s going to say it #but then she figures okay why not say it I’ve got nothing left to lose #and that little smile on her face when she does #because for all the heartache she’s feeling right now and has felt since she and the Doctor were separated #there’s this one thing that will always keep them together #but then the Doctor says ‘you’re not…?’#it’s this look of sheer terror and sadness on his face #that is not the face of a man who thinks the woman he loves is pregnant with another man’s child #he thinks she’s pregnant with his child #and now she’s trapped in a parallel world where he will never be able to reach her #but if she’d told him right then and there that she was pregnant with his child he would have torn both universes apart to get to them #and he can’t do that because he has to protect the universe and stay detached and nothing should cloud his vision #and Rose knows that because she knows him better than anyone so seeing that look on his face she says ‘it’s mum’s’ #and then that look of relief on his face is worth the lie #they only have two minutes and sometimes a lie is kinder than the truth
NO NO NO NO NO NO NO FUCK YOU FUCK YOU I HAD TO REREAD THE END OF THOSE TAGS FIVE TIMES BEFORE IT FUCKING HIT ME
FUCKING. NO. DON’T YOU PUT THAT SHIT IN MY HEAD YOU TWATFACE.
OH MY GOD NO
I CAN’T UNTHINK THAT NOW. I NEVER THOUGHT IT WAS HER’S I NEVER THOUGHT SHE LIED BUT WELL FUCK NOW I’M AN EMOTIONAL MESS I CAN’T
He would have torn apart both universes had she said it was hers…..
That fucking grin.
this gif set is pure sex
I just love the angles in this…the first two gifs, it’s kind of like the old Loki. More vulnerable, troubled, thoughtful. Then he looks up into the light, with this sort of lost longing look, and then he looks back down and it’s all FUCK THIS SHIT and he glories in that shadow he’s returned to.